Status : Listening to Kelly Clarkson

Do you remember me, I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown up now and still need help somehow
I'm not a child but my heart still can dream
So here's my lifelong wish, my grown up christmas list
Not for myself..but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart. That wars would never start
and wars would never start...and time would heal all hearts.
And everyone would have a friend, and right would always win.
And love would never end.

This is my grown up christmas list.

Status : ...

Need someone that I can be sure, will catch me if I should fall.
Someone who'll be there when I call.

To warm me each night.
Making the future bright.
Somebody who will make it all right.

want the real thing or nothing at all.



(B. Caldwell)

Status : Just finished watching Avenging Angelo at Tv3.....

Got romantic feeling, the soundtracks are great....Must visit italy one day

Status : Clear Mind

God does His way in mysterious way.....
can feel it, that He works on me...

All my wonder, all the confusion, all the questions are being answered today.
through some events..through friends.... through a call
perhaps the answer made you kneel down and cried...for now.... but better than have to cry over something for the rest of your life...


And ... it's ... just ... OK.

He wants me to let it go one more time, and I will...

Status : Listening to Jon Mclaughlin, So Close

just finished watching the last dvd.... this week's list are , Confessions of a Sociopathic Social Climber, Yes Man, Re-watched 'He's not that in to You', 'Sex in the City', 'Over her Dead Body' and 'The Story of Us'..... cried like a baby.... kudos !! all movies are great and inspiring....

Status : Listening to The Fray

If I don't say this now, I will surely break

As I'm leaving... the one I want to take

Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait

My heart has started to separate

It's always have and never hold

You've begun to feel like home

What's mine is yours to leave or take

What's mine is yours to make your own

So few come and don't go...

Will you want to be the one I always know

When I'm losing my control, the city spins around

You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Be my baby.....and I look after you

Status : Listening to Matt White

And love, such a silly game we play
And I can feel it in your kiss. It just gives me tender bliss
What is love?

When I feel you around....
When I hit the ground, when I see you laugh away
It hurts but I just won't say



Love, who can tell me I am wrong? I just think that I am strong
What is love? I just want you to be loved.....

When I feel you around I was so upset
We fell on the ground...
When I see you're mad at me, it was such a silly thing

And I can feel it in a kiss, it is something I will miss
What is love? I just want you to be loved

Status : Back to the track.... again

God's preparing until i'm ready
now i understand
(irr)